Day 13 - Nobody Deserves This

Day 13

I do not deserve this life I have been given. I do not deserve to have a husband I love, like, respect and enjoy after 42 years of marriage. I do not deserve grown children who check on me, seem to enjoy my company, shoot straight with me and who extend to me the privilege of knowing their children. The Good Lord knows I do not deserve those 3 precious children in my life. I do not deserve to have a mother who is independent, always learning and always, always making new friends. I do not deserve siblings that I love, and in-laws, and nieces and a nephew. I do not deserve to live in a safe neighborhood where people have lending libraries and dog treats in their front yard.  Heck, I do not deserve the comfort of living in a house. I do not deserve to have a car. I do not deserve to be able to go to the store and buy what I want to eat. I do not deserve to have the clothes I need. I do not deserve to have shoes, or feet to put in those shoes, for that matter. I do not deserve to vacation in Florida in January enjoying time spent alone, with friends, and with family. I do not deserve to be able to see or hear or speak. I do not deserve this life.

This is why when I see entitled people I want to slap them or hug them and say, "you do not deserve this....nobody does!"

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